Life changing experience

I haven't written on this blog from a time now. Is just that I've been busy complaining myself, get frustrated, being disappointed of people. I've had a period in witch I've been concentrating myself and using all my energy in finding reasons, excuses for my actions.

Last week I attended a national conference were I've been changed. If only I could explain in words what I felt on all those moments of maximum intensity. It is amazing how a single person can have such an impact on you. I used to say that I am the only person that can have an impact on myself but now I see I'm wrong. The only persons that can have an impact on me beside myself are those persons that I admire and look up to. I never believed in feelings or emotions because I've always had control on them. Now, for the first time in my life I could cry, cry not because of frustrations, disappointments or anger but because I felt like crying and for the first time I refused to control this emotions...just letting them go! Just for you to see the difference before I was crying maximum 2 time/year when I collapsed because of things that I've gathered in time and each time I was hiding from people, not showing them that I have that kind of moments and weaknesses.
But I am not afraid anymore. Because of that special person that teached me to run toward fears and not from them, to be courageous. Most probable I will talk again about that amazing person in my post and his impact on me because each time I remember him I live again those emotions, those feelings and again tears come up to my eyes.

Thank you Dey for making my life worth living. And thank you because I know that if we had snow in Amara it was because of you.
I believe that you will get to prepare that coffee dude, I really do! I also now that life will bring us together again and at that time I will not let anything get in my way to hug you.
Thank you again for who you are and for the impact you had in my life!